Friday, February 26, 2010 Y 9:14:00 PM
Nt much to say. Guys, we gotta pull thru. we cn do this! im jz glad u guys spoke out loud. :D bt still, if u havent noticed, ive been emo-ing for abt, 2 wks alr. i look tired, yes tt's true, bt onli 30% of my emo is tiredness. 10% is sick - cold sweat, cough. 60%... well, let's jz say it's my personal affairs. i dun wn to tok abt it. u caught me staring into space, lying on the table. u tink it's jz becoz im nt well. i noe u r concerned, bt.. i cnt say ok? jz lemme emo. i love to do tt now, n no one will noe if i ever cry coz im @ the bak :D emo has taken over me.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 Y 9:16:00 PM
hi.
so far, tis hasnt been a gd yr for me. im stressed + depressed + sad + frustrated + irritated + pissed off. ive lost my sense of humor. i cnt realli crack up anymre. mayb becoz im jz too upset. most of the time u c me smiling, bt in actual fact, im nt realli ok deep down. jz dun wn u guys to worry, n we dun hv much time for the dance le. so must jiayous ok? dun let Mich C n Claire down yeahhh? speaking of the dance, if by tis wk i cnt learn, i tink i dun wn to dance "Down" le. i mean, u noe hw strict my mum is? i cnt possibly stay bk everyday jz to practise. n FYI, DANCING is NOT my PASSION! [veh true, i dun reali enjoy it as much as playing my clarinet :x] cca is cancelled becoz we nid to study [i noe, im a nerd. wadever.] i dk la, it's jz tt if realli no choice, i dun wn to dance alrdy. im veh tired, stressed n veh veh sad ok? do u tink i shld gv up, or continue enduring? i jz wn to hide under my blanket n cry. so unlike me huh? D:
must keep it up ok? i oso cnnot gv up, becoz i will let Mich, YiJia, Gladys n Belicia down. n the rest of u guys too. we MUST live up to our name! GO 2DieDieMustTry! xD
PS: For those hu r falling sick [jz like me] PLEASE TAKE CARE! Common Test 1 coming soon! Rest well n drink LOADS of water yeah? Jiayous for exams! :D
being random: I tink i shall add my wishlist after Common Test. lol!
Keety here sad sad D:
Thursday, February 11, 2010 Y 9:35:00 PM
hmm helo.
THURSDAY
ok well, @ least i dint die aft the 3 tests. LOL! ok, on this fateful day, mr chong made me laugh till i cried. it went like this:
MR CHONG: SO NOISY! OFF THE FANS! [gets up to off the fan] DO UR WORK!
Someone: [gets up to turn the fan to NUMBER 1]
MR CHONG: WHY IS THE FAN STILL MOVING?
Class: OFF-ED ALREADY!
Me: [gets up and turns to NUMBER 2]
MR CHONG: U 2 SO NOISY, STAND OUTSIDE!
2 of our classmates: [get up n walk outside class]
few minutes lata..
MS CHIN: [knocks on the door] Mr Chong ah!
MR CHONG: Shhh! [counting marks] DUN DISTURB ME!
Class: MR CHONG AH!
MR CHONG: [looks up] OH SORRY SORRY!
Class: [LOL]
u shld hv been thr! it was pretty funny. i dk y i cried man. best laugh ever! LOL!
FRIDAY
[walks into class] "WOAH JO SO FAST TIE BUN LE!" wasnt used to bun, i want my pluueeyy tail back! [I SHALL HAVE MY REVENGE ON WED! MWHAHAHA! watch out for my hair!] yep, tied bun coz was gna hv performance. haha! maths was cancelled coz of chinese penmanship. aww...
went to chng into band uni. classmates were staring. LOL! stupid heels. see la, gt blister liao! == class blasted songs, pretty noisy. had eng, i tink i slept thru it. i dk! SO BORING! =.=
[recess] went to re-tie hair. choing-ed to band rm to warm up..
[TIME TO PARTAYYYYY!] LOL! was abit nervous. my clarinet was shaking, ok well, my hand was shaking! bt aft the 1st note jiu ok le :D
watched performance @ the bak of the hall. quite ok la. HAHA!
went to eat lunch in the canteen wif jane min n claire. jane min went off. claire n i went to cp to tke mrt to hougang mall to meet val n the rest. THE BOYS SO TALL LE! TSK! walked to hips :D saw some tchrs n frens. wasnt much bah. went hme @ abt 4 plus..
[scanin forward..]
went down to kopitiam to meet wei lin n marilyn. my dad drivng us to Victoria Concert Hall to watch concert :] we were toking whn i saw my ex-classmate walk past. i was like.. OMG! :x heng nvr c me. haiz..
met seniors n othrs @ VCH! wen up together to watch. VEH SHIOK LEH! bt hor, mr glosz conduct tt time, c his pants like too tight, anytime might... yeah... =.= lol! MARILYN'S IDEA! :x haha! aft tt sent weilin bk to the kopitiam lors. maril wna go out wif seniors. :D i went hme to slp. dun wn xplain too much ba, the post so long.. =.=
YESTERDAY
wen out to cuz's hse in the aftnoon. :D nth much, jz reunion dinner.
TODAY
goin thr again @ nite. lata 3 plus going to popo's hse xD ANGPOW~~~
PS: i tot i gt over him, bt aft seeing him 2 days ago, i tink im goin crazy. oh gosh, headache. y must i hv it every CHINESE NEW YEAR?! ==
anyway, HAPPY CNY and Valentine's Day! HAPPY BDAY MEAGAN~ =D
Monday, February 8, 2010 Y 7:49:00 PM
hies!
im so stressed.
firstly, tests. well, @ least 2day's malay test was kinda, hw do u sae? "easy"? everyone jz copied ans frm ea other, @ least it wasnt as noisy as last yr. haha!
secondly, the dance. whn i see my frens tryin to tch us hw to do the moves, i feel so stressed for thm! LOL! im so weird :x anyway, i found out tat DANCING is NOT MY PASSION! yep! i jz dun FEEL whn i dance. mao says whn i dance look veh cute. o.O i dk wads my passion. oh well...
hmm.. gtg do my wk. byee~
im tryin my best to b happy, bt im nt. im onli happy whn im with my frens n whn im with my section. :D so basically, tt's in sch. @ hme, well... i dk. i jz cnt stop thinking... D: HELP!
Sunday, February 7, 2010 Y 8:17:00 PM
Miaow here is veh veh veh STRESSED! D:
4 tests this week, n 3 of thm on THE SAME DAY!
42 students will die on the coming Thursday.
nvm, we're 2D, at least we're together!
gosh, malay test tmr.
i cnt even seem to rmb a thing!
ok mayb i cn onli rmb 1-10, eat, good and teacher in malay.
omg, keeety freaking out now.
and im still blogging!
i really nid to tok to someone who i cn realli realli trust.
T.T
although i <3 this class, some ppl r really.. how do u say? ok well, it starts with a "B", ends with a "Y" ok wow, sng is influencing me! [u noe, mayb the boys aren't tt bad as some ppl after all.] HA!
hmm... shld i go bak to HIPS this fri? do u tink i'll hv the chance to collect angpows frm tchrs? :x LOLS! okok! bt im nt sure if i cn make it anot. gonna perform for CNY celeb. heard the celeb ends @ 1pm? i mean, usually sch ends @ 12.40pm on fridays? i dun tink it's even called a halfday. [well, although i usually go home @ 6.30pm on fridays, and plus the fact that we wont b really STUDYING on tt day] hmm.. so sounds like it's gna b a gr8 day, yeah? o yeah, im gna watch my conductor's university band perform in the evening or nite @ VCH [Victoria Concert Hall], so i guess i wont b stayin veh long in HIPS thn. hahas!
DO NOT FRET KEEETY! RMB THE CLASS MOTTO:
At most we die, at least we tried
2 DieDieMustTry~ xD
Saturday, February 6, 2010 Y 1:25:00 PM
First: Contented
Second: Zzz
Third: Pissed off
Fourth: UGH, Dun make me say tt word here.
Fifth: Emo (Sad) [...]
That was my five different emotions during the five days in school this week..
OH great, tt song [Welcome To My Life] is playing in my head again..
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
You don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Gosh.. I really want you. [THIS isnt part of the chorus btw]
